September 2011
25 posts
I know I'm making another huge mistake..
But I can’t make you sit and wait around for me. You honestly don’t deserve it. After all of this, I should know what I want; but I don’t. And I can’t put you through any more hurt than I have. You’re too good of a person to do that to. And I know it’s hurting you anyways and I’m truly sorry..
You don’t deserve the way I’m treating you; you...
I wish I knew how to deal with my feelings and...
You're not even mine...
vincexqzit:
Yet I worry about you more than I worry about myself. Yet I still want you to be smiling even though I’m not. Yet I want to make you feel special all the time. Yet you’re the one I think & talk about
Truth is...
This will always be a constant circle.. Let’s just face the facts. Just go on and live your life and I’ll go on and live mine. Excuse me for ignoring you in the halls, but honestly you don’t need me in your life. I bring out the worst in you, I always make you feel like shit. You deserve something better than what I can give. And someone who knows what he wants. So just go on....
I remember...
I remember Freshmen year.. When I was always happy and go lucky.. Nothing phased me. I was that loud obnoxious kid who didn’t worry.. Not about life. Not about the future. Not about girls. Not about much. I’m about to bring that Brian back.
I'm done with where I am.. I was afraid of...
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Thinking 'bout you.
cp93:
You always seem to be wrapped around my head. I always feel certain type of way about you. Why? I don’t know. Maybe its ‘cause your very different from all the girls I’ve encountered. I’m in love with personality. Are we a perfect for each other? No. Nobody’s perfect. We both have flaws. I’m willing to put up with all those flaws to get to know you better and eventually be with you. I...
I honestly have been thinking that you could be...
You're done? Then I'm done. Go and do whatever you...
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Call me foolish for pushing you away. Call me an asshole for ending things the way I did. Call me stupid for wanting to text you that night. Call me a good friend for sticking up for you and being by your side through everything recently. I honestly don’t know what you will call me though.
Maybe I’m mad at you ‘cause of the fact that you told me nothing. Maybe I’m mad...
Schedule
School: 8:45-3:45 Monday-Friday
XC Practice: 4:00-6:00 Monday-Thursday
Wrestling Weight-Lifting: 4:00-5:00 Tuesday/Friday Work: 5-8 Saturday 5-10 Sunday
This is just my fall schedule. Winter schedule will be as followed: School: 8:45-3:45 Monday-Friday
Wrestling Practice: 4:00-6:00 Monday-Friday 8-10 Saturday
Wrestling Tournaments/Matches: 5:30 PM-8:00 PM Wednesday/ 5:00 A.M.-8:00 P.M....
Take your fucking reblogged marijuana pictures...
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I haven't gotten butterflies in my stomach for...
Senior year begins in about 14 hours. Hype as a...
I'm the biggest fucking asshole. I know.