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Call me foolish for pushing you away. Call me an asshole for ending things the way I did. Call me stupid for wanting to text you that night. Call me a good friend for sticking up for you and being by your side through everything recently. I honestly don’t know what you will call me though.
Maybe I’m mad at you ‘cause of the fact that you told me nothing. Maybe I’m mad that I wish I heard it from you, not from 4 friends. I don’t know what I want from you. I like you and then I hate you. I hate the way you’re making me feel, but I love the way you make me feel. I miss you and want you, but I want to get rid of you. What if I go and take another chance with you, how do I know you’ll be faithful? Especially after all this shit that’s happening. I’m so mad at you and you don’t even understand why I am. Put yourself in my shoes. You’ll realize why I’m so upset over this.
